I've been thinking ( I do that quite a lot and it gets me no where tbh lol) and I've come to the conclusion, that there is a very very very small chance that I'lll still be friends with my friends after we leave high school.
Sure I love them to bits as of now, but what happens when we do have to see each others faces everyday?
Will we still want to?
Once we leave high school and hopefully make it to uni, we'll be exposing ourselves to a whole new range of people. We will meet with people who actually like the same things as we do. Why would we want to hang out with people from high school?
The way I see it is if we were to all meet at a party, without previously meeting each other, the chances we would become friends is pretty slim.
One of the biggest reasons why we all became friends, is because we are all forced to see each other everyday. We cancel off all the people dislike and make friends with people we dislike the least. And thus the creation of our "friendships"
Sure some people will still be friends with each other, but I can't see myself still being friends with anybody after high school. I mean I hardly see people outside of school now.
At school, I try my hardest not to be mean. What kind of friendships work like that? Where you can't say anything, in the fear that:
- People will get hurt
- Or people will hurt you
And even if you're not one to say anything, there are always going to be your "friends" who say stuff to you.
Friendships aren't suppose to be like that. It feels like everyday I have to nice to everybody because if I don't, I won't have friends. It's really draining. Can't be myself without people judging.
Zz can't deal with anybody at school. Hate school. Wish I could be with my primary friends. sladklsa;dksald;sakdsaldksadlsa
