"What's wrong with you?" Hoya asked raising an eyebrow.

Today was a bad day. Things at work were not going to plan and I was just so frustrated at everyone.

"I don't want to talk about it" I mumbled as I walked towards the bathroom to take a shower.
As I was about to enter the bathroom I felt Hoya pull on my arm making me face him.

"What's wrong?" He asked again, clearly concerned at me.
"Like I said, I don't want to talk about" I retorted.
He was taken aback with my comment and I felt instant regret after saying it.

We hardly ever fought. So when we did, it seemed to hurt so much.
Hoya always was sensitive when it came to our fights.
Always taking things seriously and then taking it out on himself.
He was the type to think that everything was his fault and that he was the one who had to fix things.
Me, being the stubborn person that I am, always found it really hard to tell him that it was always me and never him.
It was frustrating to even think about.

I knew he was just being caring.
Hoya was the perfect boyfriend.
Kind, sweet, caring, smart, funny, protective and everything more.
Why he liked me was beyond belief.
I happened to be the opposite of him.
Insensitive, moody, weak, sarcastic, mean and any bad word you can think of.

Surprise would be an understatement, when it comes to how shocked I was when he asked me to be his girlfriend in high school.
We had many of the same classes and I had liked him since forever but he seemed to show very little attention to me.

When he confessed I refused to believe him. As much as I liked him, he didn't seem to even know who I was and I was pretty sure it was some sick prank he was playing.
When I rejected him, he kept pestering. Sitting with me in classes, eating with me at lunch and walking me home at times.
After a while I started to believe that he might actually liked me.
I of course still liked him but I was starting to think he only saw me as a friend, after really getting to know me.
But being the piece of perfection that he is, surprised me by confessing to me, whilst walking me home.
That had to be one of the best days of my life.

Three years into the future and here we were arguing?
I don't even know if you could consider arguing.
Normally when we fought we made up in a couple of hours but this time Hoya had left our apartment and he had be gone for the whole night.
I was ready to be shameless and get on my knees and beg for forgiveness to be honest.

I love Hoya.
Out of all the things that have happened to me, loving Hoya was the thing I was most sure about.
Sure my feelings for him at first were shallow and stupid but after knowing him, he grew on me and to me, he is the most perfect being in the Universe.

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i don't know where I'm going with this tbh
Inspired by Taylor Swift's song Mine ♥
post another chapter soon