I guess if I was you, I wouldn't want to talk to me either

One year ago I found myself complaining about how you never acknowledged me and the fact that I wanted us to happen and everything. A year later and I honestly don't know how I'm feeling. Sometimes I convince myself that I'm over you but next thing you know I found myself thinking about you again AHAH

It has come to a point where it's not even sad, it's just funny.
That after all this time and I still haven't decided what I feel for you.

I guess I should't keep wasting my time on someone who obviously doesn't give a shit about me but I've been telling this to myself for a year and I just can't seem to let go.

I've been getting better. I don't think about you as much as I would've but still doesn't cancel the fact that I still have feelings for you, even after all this time.

Zz I don't know how many posts I've made about this person

I admit, if I was you, I wouldn't want anything to do with me
So it comes all down to me
Stupid, stupid me