omg please don't do this to me

I was actually doing really well

the guy who i had on/off feelings for saw me at canley heights

well i saw him too but i ddin't want to make things awks

fuck

he tweeted me

i replied

he didn't reply back

it's been about three hours?

I really shouldn't care

like i really shouldn't

he probably has much better things to do in his life then reply to me

but i guess that isn't going to stop me from checking my phone every 5 minutes

ugh i hate my life

no actually i hate myself

i'm so freaking stupid and delusional and emotional 

and just plain dumb

i hate these emotions

fuck fuck fuck