As the day went by, many inspirits came and went.
It was tiring but very fun.

NamGrease of course, was being greasy as ever.
Doing his stupid heart throwing thing.
At one point he got Sunggyu and Dongwoo to do it too!
I wasn't sure if I was going to laugh or cry.

All the fans had different stories to tell and it was all really heart-warming.
It was touching to know that seven guys could influence so many people.
But in the end, I guess we're not just seven guys, are we?

The day ended and we once again filed into our van.

"L, come over here!" yelled our manager.
I walked over to him, not thinking about it much.
In his hand was a bulging envelope.

"One of the fans told me to give it to you" he said, handing over the envelope.
I opened the envelope and found a black usb inside.

Normally when I received envelopes, there were usually fan mail and sometimes small gifts, such as bracelets or rings. I had never been given a usb and I was intrigued to know what was inside.

Although the day had be tiring, I was buzzing again at this gift.
It was hard to reach out to all the fans and getting things like this meant being able to be closer to another Inspirit.


We reached our dorm and I raced in to get my laptop.
I sat myself in the room I shared with Sungyeol and Dongwoo hyung.

I put in the usb and up popped the folder.
Inside the folder was a video file.

I grabbed my earphones from my ipod and plugged them into my laptop.
I was always happy to receive fan gifts but this time there was something different.
There was something about today, the signing and this gift, that had me in a joyous mood.

I doubled clicked on the video and I was met with an all too familiar face.

"Hi Myung. It's Wendy. I'm in Seoul again..."

She's back

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Wendy's pov

"Wendy!!!! There is something in the mail for you" screamed my mum from the other room.

For me? It had been 2 months since I gave my gift to Myungsoo's manager.
During those 2 months, I waited patiently for some sort of reply.

As the time passed, my hope for receiving anything back was almost gone.
Maybe he hadn't gotten the video? Maybe the usb didn't work? Maybe he didn't want to ever speak tome again?

I really didn't want to leave. Myungsoo was my bestfriend, and yes at one point I did have feelings for him. To be honest, I still had feelings for him. Myungsoo was the most perfect being.
Smart, talented, handsome and had the most kind personality.
I was blessed to have known someone like him and leaving him was horrible for me.

But here I am again in Seoul. I know how slim the chances are that Myungsoo will remember me and still want to be friends with me but there has always been this part of me, that has believed that after everything, our relationship will be back to how it has always been.

"Come get it or I'm throwing it out" yelled my lovely mother.
I quickly rushed into her room and snatched the letter from her.

I rushed back into my room and locked the door.
On the envelope there was just my name scribbled on the front.
It has been a while and I couldn't remember what Myungsoo's writing looked like...

I ripped open the envelope and opened up the letter.

Dear Wendy


It's Myungsoo. Sorry I took so long to reply. I was really surprised, you can't deny that, that video was something I was exactly expecting...
After I watched the video the first time I wasn't sure what to make of it to.
I felt a bunch of things. Anger for you leaving me, sadness for you leaving me but most of all, happy, knowing that you were finally back.


With the things you said about how you felt about me, well I feel the same. I like you Wendy Khin and I always have.
You leaving was probably one of the worst things to happen to me. Sure, I kept going and managed not to be a depressed teen but there was always that small part of me that was missing you.


You know those songs I perform on stage? Be mine, Nothing's Over, She's back and Can U Smile? The only way I could perform them properly, was if I thought of you.
That's how much you meant to me.


I know you're back in Seoul and I desperately want to see you again.
On the back of this letter there's my number.
Call me?


I'll be waiting.


myungendy forever


-Myung