I think out of all things, music makes me feel most nostalgic.

When I look back, I tend to relate memories and people to songs and I relate how old I was to the type of music I liked.

Year 2-3 was when I was into rnb and slow jams.

End of year 3 to the beginning of year 5 I was really into sad, depressing rock music.

Year 5 I started getting into kpop.

Year 7 I still was into all those genres but I started getting into cheesy rnb again (ahem jackie boyz ♥♥)

I don't remember exact things, I remember songs. 

Like I used to really like this guy and whenever I listen to Wedding Dress by Taeyang I think of him because when the song came out, he was the first one to introduce me to it and get me into listening to more kpop.

Replay by Iyaz reminds me of this guy who used to be really obsessed with me in primary school because he once replaced the word shawty in the song replay with my name instead and it was just so weird and neva forget lolol 

Decode by Paramore reminds me about when I was a huge twihard and was obsessed with Jacob Black AHAHA

Or when I hear Beautiful by B2ST I think of Khin because she wrote lyrics of it on my typo letters on my wall.

Gangnam style will forever remind me of my cousin's wedding where like half my family got up and started to dancing to it. That is one of my most precious memories to be honest. It was such an amazing moment,

I am a very nostalgic person.

I tend to always be dwelling on past, I mean considering the fact that I'm listening to music all the time it's not a surprise.

I feel like half the time, I'm living in the past, thinking of things that happened or could've happened.

Sometimes it makes me really happy thinking about it and sometimes I just feel like such an idiot for even thinking about some things. What's done is done right?

Sometimes I do this thing subconsciously where I will go through songs on my ipod and will just automatically skip songs because I have some memories that seem to flood back everytime I listen to the certain song. And sometimes I try get into songs again but it's just not the same anymore.

Music is something that has really changed my life. Without music I would be a different person. Music is such a huge part of me because it might not show me who I am or who I will be but it shows me who I was. I listen to music and it might not mean anything to me right now but in a couple years time, I'll look back and label this part of my life with some song or some genre of music. I really think that what music someone listens too, says a lot about someone's personality.

x0xo

ashleigh