Day 27: What kind of person attracts you?

The type of person that attracts me are people who who bother to get to know me I guess.
If you don't me and see how I act sometimes, you'd probably think i'm shy, and sarcastic and sometimes really mean and cold and just someone who doesn't really care about anything.
I mean you're not wrong for thinking that way because I can be all of those things but if you knew me, I think I'm more than that.

But I feel like their are a lot of people who don't realise that and just see that side of me and when people genuinely want to get to know me, that makes me happy and that willingness to get to know somebody regardless of the risks, is attractive.

I act the way I act because I don't want to give too much of myself away.
So I just wait for people to get to know me and who I feel comfortable with to show a little bit more of myself to.
Of course I don't feel completely comfortable with anyone because look I own a blog which I use to tell people what's going inside my head because I don't have anybody who I can completely trust.

So yeah if you take the time to get to know a person, it says a lot about you.
The fact that your patient, hard working (in the sense that you would work hard to try see something in a person that most people wouldn't), caring, willing to try new things, compassionate and a lot more which I really can't think of right now to be quite honest.

What I'm ultimately trying to say, is I like people who take interests into things that they feel are more than what they seem. It doesn't necessarily have to be a person, it's just when someone is interested in an animal, a movie or whatever and they take their time to see every side of it that there is to show, that's attractive.

I'm sorry if that made no sense, I tried really hard to say what was in my head but I don't think it made much sense... AHAH

Day 28: In the past month, what have you learnt?

I don't think I have learnt much, more that I've further emphasised things I've already known about myself.

• I get too bored too easily
• That I really do love Japan
• The future excites and scares me at the same time (it used to only scare me)
• For someone who loves fashion, I dress like a blind person (well I already knew that but I guess I'm putting this down to encourage myself to dress better lul)
• My love for cute things has increased
• I have crazy high standards for things that I really love