April 19, 2013
now I'm just somebody that you used to know@7:32 PM

Day 22: A letter to someone who hurt you recently

Well I guess it wasn't recently but he left the biggest impact on me.
This letter is going to be srs business.
Even changing what I'm listening to, to my sad playlist.

Dear You

A person from your school asked if I knew anybody from you school. I told them your name and wow at their reaction. They described you as really flirty to the point where you're flirting with girls at different schools. I can't say I wasn't surprised.
You're that type of person to play around with someone and once they get boring, you don't really care anymore.
I would know that from experience.
I think somewhere in there, you're a good guy.
You just need to get your priorities straight or you're going to end up with nobody.
Everything about you is perfect to me. (lol did I really just say that omg)
Cute, amazing music taste (omg his music taste ♥♥) and relatively intelligent.
I know you can be a massive sweetheart too.
But you're player like ways are a major turnoff.
Like you don't understand how bad it makes you look.
The fact that you're a flirt isn't what hurt me though.
It's that I once meant something to you (well that's what I'd like to think) and how you could suddenly treat me like nothing.

I guess I should mention how bad you hurt me.
You made me feel like I really don't deserve to be important to anybody.
That I'm fun for a while but there are better people to be friends with than me.
At one point you were my best friend and someone who I really liked.
I didn't mean anything to you. I don't mean anything to you.
I'd liked to think that I'm the only one who had suffer such poor treatment from you but I guess not, from what I've heard.

I'd tell you to change but then again it wouldn't make much of a difference considering I don't matter to you.
I guess I should say I miss you. (Well I haven't stopped missing you for like what 3 years)
I hope you're happy.
I hope you're doing well.
I wish you all the best.

-Ashleigh



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Ashleigh // I have a love/hate relationship with domestic au fanfics