March 06, 2013
@10:06 PM
Wow my parents piss me off so much.
Instead of asking me why I'm crying, they assume they know why and pull it off as me being sensitive.
Wtf? Like couldn't you be a little empathetic and understand where I'm coming from?!
There are so many times where I've wanted to cry but held it in, so I wouldn't look weak and then their are the times when the tears finally and fall and I'm fucking sensitive.
Sorry for having feelings.
Sorry for trying too hard to be strong.
Because obviously that shit doesn't work if I cry one time.
I just want them genuinely care about my problems and not to be looked as stupid.
Right now I'm literally shaking from crying but even now I'm holding myself back I'm scared I'll wake my sister.
Well fuck.
I can't hate myself more than I do right now.
Hate hate hate.
I'm too weak and I hate myself.