A rant that has been building up in me for a while.
ok so you guys all remember the posts I've made about that guy that I liked but didn't want to like and blah blah blah.
Well it's gotten to a point where the feelings have just gotten old and I think (?) I'm over him, maybe idk, I can't control my emotions. You guys should know that pretty well by now.
So I follow him on twitter and for a while he's been making all these tweets and retweeting tweets saying things like "are you going to even try fix things?" "I'm done trying" "We used to talk for hours"
NO YOU MAY NOT
YOU USED TO MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY ALL THE FREAKING TIME AND NOW YOU'RE COMPLAINING?!
I guess I should be party happy because he is getting what he deserves I guess but ugh how hypocritical and naive and stupid can you be?!
wtf dude?
It makes me more mad that now he knows what it feels like but he never realised that I felt this way about how we were.
He probably thinks that what we were was something silly in comparison but to me it was the same as whatever major things he's going through.
Sure I'm over him but that doesn't just erase all the shit I went through y'know?
sigh I just wish that he would know and that he would recognise that I suffered.
I just wish he would notice me just like he used to notice me.
and maybe he would realise how I felt and maybe he wouldn't be such a hypocrite and so stupid and so naive.
/rant over sorry to load all this shit on to you I've been keeping it in for a while but today i had to let it go
