Day 1: Favourite Song
Possibly one of the worst things to ask me to be honest LOL
How about I give you top 10
5 english and 5 korean :)
- Haru Haru-Big Bang (The first kpop song I was ever into!!)
- I Don't Care-2NE1
- On Rainy Days-B2ST
- Rust-MBLAQ
- Be Mine-Infinite
- You Found Me-The Fray
- Take Care-Drake ft Rihanna
- It Will Rain-Bruno Mars
- Until The End Of Time-Justin Timberlake
- So Sick-Ne-Yo
More than half of these songs are sad songs. I swear it was not intentional. Sad ash is sad
Anyway today Stewart (HI STEWART THANKS FOR READING MY BLOG ♥♥♥) asked me if I wanted to be in a relationship and I don't think I got to answer him because I was interrupted or something but the question was on my mind today.
Do I want to be in a relationship?
If it happens that I meet someone and he's really into me and he feels the same way than sure why not?
But it's not like I'm out there looking for guys to date y'know?
I feel like if I say yes, that means that any guy who shows slight interest in me is like someone I could possibly date, which isn't the case.
Being in a relationship, to me, is not a matter of if I want or don't want.
It all depends on the situation I guess.
If I like someone and they don't like me back, then no I don't want to be in a relationship.
If their a mutual feelings then sure.
I'm not looking for anybody but I'm not closing myself off altogether.
I am open to any possibility.
Sure relationships scare me. They scare me a lot. Well being hurt scares me. So yeah there is that fear but I think that fear is worth it if the relationship is good right?
Ah idk anymore
idk what i want
or don't want
i don't know
“When you love someone, you don't have a choice. Love takes your choices away."― Cassandra Clare, City of Ashes
not a matter of want or not want
no choices
x0xo
ash
