STEWART SAID HE READS MY BLOG
HOW ADORBZ
THAT WOULD EXPLAIN ALL THOSE PAGE VIEWS AHAH
THANKS STEWART

Hm I have a lot to say but idk how to say it
Something in the group happened today and like idk how to explain
There are problems arising in the group.
I feel like the biggest one would be the way each of us think.
Laura brought up that people don't feel included because for example they are the last ones to be invited to something.
That mentality really annoys me.
If you aren't there when everyone is organising something, well then obviously you're going to be the last one to be invited. That happens.
I also hate when people like they don't matter when they're the last ones to find out about something. People don't purposely do things like that. If you're the last one to find out, be glad you at least know.

It's just everyone reads into everything and over analyses simple stuff that really doesn't mean anything and that's what makes everyone distance themselves because they feel like they don't "belong", when really it was just nothing.

I think what's important is that we have faith in each other and our friendships.
That when something is said, then that's what it means. And if there is more behind it then we have faith in the person to say something if it affects you.
Our group has major trust issues and I don't know how but it needs to be fixed.


I'm sorry for the major release of feels. There has been a lot on my mind and this place is where I vent.
Ah so stressed, looks like no sleep for me :(

x0xo
Ash