I've come to a sudden realisation.

Well I've been having these mixed feelings for this one guy for over a year now.
If you're an avid reader of my blog you would've seen the posts...

Well I've come to the conclusion that I will never stop liking this guy.
No matter how I hard I try, there will always be this part of me that will never get over him.
But that's not to say that I will never like another guy because I'm sure there will be other guys other  who I will like more.
But this person is someone who I could honestly say I had true feelings of "like" (?) towards and I guess that's just something you never forget.

Oh and don't get me wrong, I have completely given up hope in ever being with this guy.
Sure my poor feelings are unwilling but I'm not dumb.
I know what the chances are and I'm not taking the risk.

So I've completely lost hope in ever being with this guy but as for now I'm not trying to force myself to get over him as I realise that maybe I can't...

Yeah
Sorry for not posting
my life kinda sucks