day 2 - your thoughts on death

When I was younger, I believed in life after death because I didn't want to believe that things just end like that. I remember writing letters to my parents telling them that I wished they would live forever and that they wouldn't die.

But as I've grown older, I've thought less about death, only because I've accepted that once you die, you're gone. I just realised that nobody knows what happens to you after you die, if something even happens and just spending time thinking about it is a waste of time when you could be living your life.

And the whole life after death thing is something that tires me because I already find life hard enough and having to do it again, just seems so exhausting. I mean I love my life, but I don't think re-doing it again is worth the trouble and the sound of just sleeping forever, doesn't seem too bad to be honest.

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