HA HA HA WHERE DO I START

I think one of the biggest things about me, that I really hate is that maybe I don't try hard enough.

So far, I've tried really hard in all things that I want to do well in and I haven't achieved where I want to be, so I'm assuming that maybe I'm just not trying hard enough.

I try so hard and I don't get anywhere and I feel like I need to try harder or I'm just so useless.

I think I can do better and I wish I could push myself hard enough to be the better because right now, if what I am is the best that I can do, than I'm pretty shit.

I hate the fact that I don't try hard enough because I really wish that I was better than I actually am. 

13. Are you a negative or a positive person - explain.

I am a bit of both.

Depending on the situation or the person, it really depends.

I used to be really negative because I just felt like if I was positive, that everything and everybody would disappoint me because nothing is ever like what you think it'll be like, when you're positive.

But recently, I think I've become more positive because I've become to be more grateful to what I have and I have realised that I should be more happy with what I have and the opportunities I have. I've also realised that a little hope goes a long way, so be positive and who knows.

But you know what they say, expect the worst but hope for the best.

So be both negative and positive and get the best of both worlds AHAH

x0xo

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