December 24, 2014
December@11:12 AM






Clouds-One Direction

Pictures Remix-FlikFlac & Bearson

Often (Kygo Remix)-The Weeknd

Younger (Kygo Remix)-Seinabo Sey

Coming Over (filou remix)-James Hersey

The La La La remix-Gamper & DADONI ft DKNR

Nothin Really Matters (Boehm remix)-Mr Probz

Electric Feel (Gespleu Downcast edit)-Henry Green 
(fun fact: the original of this song is one of my most favourite songs)

Fool's Gold-One Direction

Stop, Stop It-Got7

Christmas Day-EXO

Hello My Old Heart-The oh Hello's

Californication (Gamper & DADONI)-Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Sweater Weather (live acoustic)-The Neighbourhood

Say My Name/Cry Me A River-The Neighbourhood










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December 14, 2014
rambling@8:49 PM

“My pride is stronger than my feelings. Don’t try to play me. I could think of you 24/7 and you still wouldn’t hear from me.”

I empathise with this quote on all levels.
It's not that I don't like expressing my emotions, it's just that I can't articulate myself well and sharing how I feel becomes such an awkward experience.

It would be okay if I was shameless but because of my pride, I hate embarrassing myself and my incoherentness is just painly embarrassing for me.

If I tell you, in some shape or form (and by form, I will most probably text you), that I care for you or that I love you, trust that I mean it. The fact that I'm texting it to you, shows that I am taking the time to  clearly express myself, instead of saying something awkward and half-assed in real life.

I also don't express myself often, so if that one time isn't enough, than I apologise for not being expressive enough but then again that's just who I am. If who I am now isn't enough, just know that I'm a work in process and I'm always trying very hard to be better as a person. 

I have many insecurities and not being well spoken is one of them. I have so many feelings, thoughts and ideas and one thing I am truly blessed for is the internet. Without the internet I wouldn't be able to unbottle all the things that I've left unsaid. And not only am I able to express myself but it's also in a manner where I don't feel uncomfortable.

TLDR; I hate cliches but don't judge a book by it's cover 

December 09, 2014
@7:44 PM

My mental state changes so frequently and so suddenly, I can hardly keep up with myself. 

December 01, 2014
soul sista@4:29 PM


I wanted to post this on instagram but didn't want to be annoying and spam lulz

November 30, 2014
@12:01 PM

“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.”
-Chuck Palahniuk 

November 29, 2014
November @5:42 PM

Out Of Mind-Tove Lo

Long Time No See-iKON

SINOSIKJAK (Start)-iKON

Habits-Tove Lo

Steal My Girl-One Direction

I'm Different- Hi Suhyun ft Bobby

Blank Space-Taylor Swift

How You Get The Girl-Taylor Swift

Secret-A Pink

Luv-A Pink

Love Ballad-Tove Lo

Stockholm Syndrome-One Direction

Afire Love-Ed Sheeran

You Ain't Know-MBLAQ

Sorry I Can't Laugh For You-2AM

Uptown Funk-Mark Ronson ft Bruno Mars

You Ruin Me-The Veronicas

In Your Arms-Nice & Vinz

Superheroes-The Script

Under Control-Calvin Harris ft Hurts

Photograph-Ed Sheeran

Black-G-dragon ft Jennie Kim/Sky Ferreira 
(there are 2 different versions, one ft Jennie Kim and the other one featuring Sky Ferreira)





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November 21, 2014
@10:59 PM

Never realised the extent of my luck when it came to friends until today.
I knew I was blessed to have some pretty amazing friendships but now I feel even more lucky and grateful for the people around me.

Life tip: Cherish your friendships.

Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom. – Marcel Proust

November 05, 2014
Romantic poetry speaks to me @9:21 PM


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November 01, 2014
Thinking about thinking @9:28 PM

Random thoughts: I'm always curious as to what triggers me thinking about things that I haven't thought about in a while?

For a long time I was sure that I was over it because I hadn't thought about it for a long time, but suddenly it's all I can think about it. I have a feeling as to why I would be thinking about it but it's just so strange and sudden.

The mind is such a funny thing.

Sorry if this made absolutely no sense.




October@3:42 PM


Good Morning-Verbal Jint ft 10cm

New Beautiful-Epik High

Born Hater-Epik High ft Beenzino, Verbal Jint, Mino, Bobby, B.I

Rich-Epik High ft Taeyang

We Fight Ourselves-Epik High ft Younha

She's So High-BeatBurger

Arrows-Fences ft Macklemore, Ryan Lewis

You End, And Me-Raina ft Kanto (my absolute favourite song this month)

The Space Between-Soyu & Urban Zakapa

Melt My Heart Stone-Adele

Outside-Calvin Harris ft Ellie Goulding

Time and Fallen Leaves-Akdong Musician



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