Lately the littlest things have made me feel so empty and like I'm missing some of the most basic things in life. I have a feeling I know where these emotions of emptiness and incompleteness come from and it just makes me wonder why I hadn't felt these emotions before.
Maybe I'd always felt it but it hasn't been that obvious until recently? Because I can't remember a time, in recent years. where I've felt whole. Nowadays I just feel like I need someone or something, and there is nothing in my life right now that can fill that void.

I just feel like I'm waiting for someone or something to make me feel something. I want to do something but I don't even know what I really want and waiting for something to happen is so futile.