I've realised my voice gets really raspy before I cry
and when I cry I shake alot, even if I don't cry that much
and i hate listening to happy music when I cry
and when I do cry, which is rarely, I cry alot.
it's me letting go of months of feelings

yeah something pissed me off and made me upset
nothing big
ugh i just wish I didn't feel so shit though

I'm sorry, this is like two some-what depressing posts in a row.

anyway i feel like crap. might need to sleep it off or something.

x0xo
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