I hate feeling irrelevant.


Maybe I am but that doesn’t make it feel any less bad.


It’s just I’m here but for me to know anything I always have to ask around. Nobody will ever tell me anything. I mean I’m here, I exist.


It’s I just feel so stupid having to ask around about people I consider friends. People I’m suppose to know. and yet I’m always last to find out things.


What’s the point of being around, if I don’t even know enough to be there for someone?






I can't wait till this year is over. I seriously can't wait.






And you know what else I hate? Seeing people who are normally happy, sad. Like it must take a lot for someone who is not normally like that to be that way.


naw makes me sad.


sad.sad.sad